claire is blogging(: jer, since you've comforted yourself, now it's my turn! i've seen most of my midyear results already, and to be honest, it really really sucks. i remember the glorious days in primary school when we all aimed to hit 'band one'. now, i just aim to pass. see the difference?
seriously, it's already so late and tomorrow's the first day of july. and i'm still failing my subjects. my results weren't at all fantastic, seriously. if i'm not wrong, i think i failed close to three subjects? yes, that many. and i don't dare calculate my L1R5, the number will probably be so huge that you'll need a calculator to calculate it! THAT BAD!
but it's really God's grace that i actually passed certain subjects. i think i hardly studied for the exams. i remember at that time, we had dance night and because i was lazy, i hardly studied. and i'm so easily distracted that's why i think i shouldn't study at home. the bed, the computer, the tv, even the fridge! haha these things make me so distracted that i just can't concentrate! take for example, what i'm doing now.
oh oh, let me tell you something. there was this thing that happened yesterday and it made me feel so so dumb, stupid and useless. poor claire was so discouraged and upset that she went home immediately after school, and vent her anger on her boyfriend, Harry, actually it's her amaths tys. and it is really amazing because she hates amaths, mainly because she suck at it. haha. but she actually found the tys questions enjoyable! HAHA. IS SHE COOL OR WHAT!
i think i need some form of motivation, and no, chanting A1 A1 actually doesn't help. i keep thinking that however much i study, i'll still fail. really! and i'm just amazed how the teachers haven't given up on me yet. maybe they will, soon, because i'm about to give up anytime, anywhere.
