Monday, August 21, 2006
at least sarah, you always had a dream to help those african kids. i have a dream too but it's simple, i just want to help others.
i feel a great sense of achievement when i help someone feel good. it's the I JUST MADE SOMEONE FEEL GOOD feeling! perhaps it's my need to feel secure, wanted and loved, which makes me want to share this joy with everyone too. i remember when i was young, i watched those hongkong tv serials (i still do) and i once wanted to be a firewoman, then the CID when they impressed you with their wits and solved the impossible. then i wanted to become this brain surgeon cause of the drop-dead-gorgeous old man doctor in the show. i mean! he saved so many people you know! YOU KNOW!
oh one more thing, i always like to know what others are thinking. i find the human mind so complexed and yet so interesting! and since, for all my life, i've always wanted to know what others are thinking, i've come to realise that i might think too much into what they say. as such, i might be listening to you in a conversation, but actually, i'll be trying match you to the various personalities that i know of. haha i think i'm a freak!
oh yes going back to the drop-dead-gorgeous old man doctor, haha i just like him so much and i want to be as professional as him too! haha maybe next time i can go study medicine, if i ever get in, and then i'll specialise in something, and i'll become the next drop-dead-gorgeous young doctor! haha that'll be a PLUS PLUS cause you see, doctors help people feel better. so it'll be accomplishing both my dream and er you know what i mean.
wow, this seems so exciting! haha but you know what. stupid prelims are first. ah bye bye.
cla.
it'sonlyus.
