Tuesday, September 19, 2006
hey everyone, i figured that this blog will probably be on a hiatus since everybody's mugging for olevels. and yes, things will probably stay this stagnant till after olevels. prelim results are out and i just don't know what to say. i mean, everybody has their own expectations and all, so i'm not really fit to comment on anything, but to all those who feel discouraged, hang in there!i've had my share of disappointment and all. and i know feeling lousy and discouraged ain't the best feeling one can have. it seems like no matter how hard you've tried, nothing seems to change. it seems like whatever you do, you'll still get 'lousy' grades because you're just not smart enough. and you'll feel discouraged to study harder because you're already way behind others in terms of studies, and no matter how much you do, you'll almost never catch up. to sum it all, you're just so confused and arghh.prelim results..i didn't do well, and initially i claimed i was satisfied, but honestly i think i wasn't. and after praying about it for quite some time, i've come to realise that things might have turned out way way worse without God's grace. i remember that the mg musical was so close to the prelims, how tired and worried i became etc. but i'm so glad that through it all, God kept His promises. even though we might have failed our expectations and all, i still think we ought to be grateful for His mercy and love. there's this one thing i believe in. we reap what we sow. i've always imagined Him to be fair and righteous, and will just bless people for their efforts. and i suppose that all i can do now is to study real hard and just use my studies as a sarcrifice to Him. at the end of the day, i seriously don't want to regret not having done enough preparation, but rather to know that i've given off my best, and fall back into the arms of grace. how about you?claire.
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