jerrahclana

2006-12-20T06:38:00.000-08:00

hey jerrahclana and whoever reading this, it's been such a long time since we've last updated! and what is going to happen to this blog once 3rd january comes! which is soon. ah, we're all posted to different schools. but sarah, i'm gonna see you still! (: are you going to join dance? or council. haha

anyway, want to say a big thank you for all the wonderful memories you guys have left me with. i have so much to tell you guys, especially nana and jerlyn! haha cause sarah! you haven't been talking to us at all. the jerrahclana spirit must live on eh.

anyway,i don't quite know what to say already. to jerlyn and christina in uk, don't forget me! (:

2006-11-12T20:03:00.000-08:00

i'm actually blogging!(: don't feel like touching amath just yet. was ;ppking at my hillsong cd just now and i saw this:

UNITED WE STAND - it's not supposed to be a clever slogan or a fancy title. this is way better than that. it's a statement, and it's a call to action for the church - US.
all over this big old planet we temporarily call home there is a generation rising up and joining in... living lives that declare the praises of God, and are passionate about bringing hope and answers to a lost and broken humanity.
it's a stand that goes beyond the four walls of our church buildings, and an understanding that there's no time to waste... wherever life and circumstance finds us; day after day it's time to stand up...
standing for truth, love and justice - that's what we are all about. take away the lights, and the cameras, the guitar and the drums and all that goes with it... still the song remains - a song of salvation... a song of freedom... and a song of praise. it's the sound of a generation connecting with their saviour in spirit and truth... being consumed and changed from the inside out - and choosing to live it out.
it's happening all across the earth... and it's getting louder. it's time for us to stand... united in our love for God and our love for all the people... not just in song or intention - but in our action

just thought i might type it out. i would love to type more i think i'm in a blogging mood but on second thoughts i think i'll wait till after exams. press on people only a few more days!(: if you're even reading this

2006-11-04T01:38:00.000-08:00

i'm oddly feeling a little down now. so i'd decided to revive our blog once again since rah's last one. i think it's all the dancing, i'm so tired!
yesterday must be one extraordinary day. i went to watch notre dame de paris the musical with phyllis! and the both of us went in jeans and normal top like a normal concert. on our tickets it wrote VIP entrance. however i always thought, aiyah we're just going in through a special entrance, nothing big.
we went there so excitedly. asked around may i know where is the vip entrance. everybody stared at us. WHY! don't we look VIP-ish. well, actually we don't. so alright we reached the vip place. the usher went OH!? VIP? she did not believe that we had that ticket. we went to the formal entrance and got a shock of our lives. the vip entrance was a red carpet treatment into a function room. due to the fact that there were mediacorp artists, there were people taking videos as they walked down the red carpet. it was sooo horrible. we were so scared, looking at their dressing, AND LOOKING AT OURS. it was a whole world of difference. but we couldn't back out. we went in, regardless of people staring at us. phyllis asked me a super funny question "WHO IS YOUR FATHER" coz my dad gave me the tickets. it was funny the way she said it. we were ushered into this super grand room. the ladies were dressed in formal gown. the males were in tuxedos! with bow ties somemore. there at the corner were 2 girls wearing jeans. everybody who walked past us stared.
it was so embarrassing. very.
we got vip seats too of course. though i was still blocked by this lady sitting right in front of me. she kept moving her head for a clearing view. but i did not move mine, because i knew the person behind me would be very irritated too. how considerate can i get!
the musical was great great great. BRILLANT. standing ovation were given. but it was entirely worth it. it's still etched in me! walking out through the special entrance was no better. but we got out.
i complained to my dad on not warning us beforehand. he simply laughed. sigh it was an experience indeed though. i've never been to such formal grand BIG SHOTS occasion before. it can be really cool - if we were dressed properly of course.
haha, jerrrr

2006-10-21T08:22:00.000-07:00

"Today is Saturday, Oct. 21, the 294th day of 2006. There are 71 days left in the year."
and the *insert BIG alphabet here* levels have started.
so what did you do today? want to know what i did? okay!
I painted a picture! hahaha. i was meant to go through my chem FYS, which i did.. but then i saw the beautiful set of paints on my desk and i just had that urge, you know!
i seriously have such a short attention span. no wait, short doesnt even come close to describing it. its like non existent. do you think i have adhd?oh dear.
Anyway, man i hope everybody else is working hard. oh guess what! a kitten turned up outside my gate on monday night before the bio prac! haha i spent the whole of that night playing with it. its soooo cute.
ahaha miss ang ku khueh came over to pass me something and my mum asked her to bring the cat home. ahhaa but, good girl jerlyn, she kindly refused! so now i have another cat! yay! but its not helping me study much. adhd remember? hahaa
okay well, its now eleven forty three. and it took me like half an hour, three cups of water and one visit to the toilet to blog this measly paragraph. ahhh. alarm bells are shooting off in my head. goodnight everybody. happy cramming!
-rah!

"I am only one, But still I am one.I cannot do everything,But still I can do something;And because I cannot do everythingI will not refuse to do the something that I can do."
Edward Everett Hale

2006-10-11T10:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERLYN ANG KU KHUEH!
i seriously didn't forget your birthday ok! it's just that i didn't see you in school and everything, aiyar, you know that i know lar and i know that you know (:
anyway, you're 16 already, so erm you've lived 16 years of your life and it's cool to see that you're still surviving and doing really well. haha i'm really proud of you and well, within 16 years, you've achieved so much and i think that you should be very proud of yourself. and i believe you'll continue to be that high achiever! well, i probably won't get to see you when you're 17 but maybe i'll meet you again when you're 27? who knows. just know that i'll really miss you when our school term ends. which is really soon like really really soon.
i had many great times working with you. from all these times, i've learnt that you're really responsible, and you meet deadlines well. you're also really organized and i love working with you. from ltc to dance to longestday, haha i still can't get enough of you! (:
i don't know when you'll ever read this message, but thank you for being all that you are. 16 years, start acting your age jerlyn. haha you're so cute, sometimes you act like you're 80 sometimes you act like you're 2! haha now you're so gonna kill me, i bet i must be the first to say this kind of weird stuff on someone's birthday. ohwell, for the last time this year ever again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND.

your very cool friend, and don't you ever forget me.
claire.

2006-09-24T11:44:00.000-07:00

it's 2.40am and what is claire tay doing? blogging haha. that's because i've just finished my literature essays. have i told you how much i detest literature, i just don't get it. i mean it's interesting and all, but under exam conditions, count me out. but how! i'm taking it for olevels and it only knows how to pull my ss marks down. haha annoying literature i hate you you you you know!

and sarah, i must say that jerlyn and i haven't had much luck with studying too. i don't know i can stand out of the window like toto chan and the day's gone like that. and i know half the world is out there studying the bum off and i'm staring out of the window, wishing for a better tomorrow. such a bummer right, i know!

and what is prison break? everybody, watch so you think you can dance 2! it's starting next monday and i'm already eyeing on my new target haha. don't worry, i'll stay true to nick lazarrini forever.

so yes, i'm either sleeping, stoning, eating, or sleeping. and i'm not studying, and the self-discipline isn't there. ok, i wouldn't want to be a nerd and study like many many hours in a day because i doubt it is productive. what i want is for me to still have time for myself, but study smart and make sure that that session was uber uber productive. problem is, i can't even find myself seated at one spot before running off to eat or watch tv! oh boy this is getting so so bad.

and sarah, explain your solution cum ppt thing. i don't understand it. till now, hope we find our self-discipline. inside every child, there is self disicipline. haha you can quote me (:

loveyloveylovey claire.

2006-09-24T01:37:00.000-07:00

hey guys! i hope you're all studying really hard!
unlike me.
haha, i don't know just can't seem t focus and everything. i tried doing hist yesterday, didn't get past the policy of appeasement. i think i read that page like five times before i gave up and dumped the book aside. i really hope you guys have had more luck in revision than i have.
i tried to do a study plan for the next month up till the end of o's but then when i finished, i got really tired!
so i read a book.
gah! im such a slacker. ahahahha. and there's like practically nothing to eat in my house that doesn't involve cooking. and im still too lazy to go buy food.. so that means im hungry, i havent studied and im extremely bored right now.
ah!!! i need more self-discipline.
speaking of which..! have you guys seen prison break?? ITS SO GOOD.go go go and watch! thursday at ten! hhaha i've seen up til episode ..17 i think! singapore's too slow. in america they're already showing season two! but its really good.
no wait, don't watch. go and study. tape it or something. but its really good! and its only an hour long. ah. i dont know. stupid exams.
oh and everybody,
Remember, if you're not part of the solution, you're part of the precipitate!

-sarah

2006-09-19T06:09:00.000-07:00

hey everyone, i figured that this blog will probably be on a hiatus since everybody's mugging for olevels. and yes, things will probably stay this stagnant till after olevels. prelim results are out and i just don't know what to say. i mean, everybody has their own expectations and all, so i'm not really fit to comment on anything, but to all those who feel discouraged, hang in there!

i've had my share of disappointment and all. and i know feeling lousy and discouraged ain't the best feeling one can have. it seems like no matter how hard you've tried, nothing seems to change. it seems like whatever you do, you'll still get 'lousy' grades because you're just not smart enough. and you'll feel discouraged to study harder because you're already way behind others in terms of studies, and no matter how much you do, you'll almost never catch up. to sum it all, you're just so confused and arghh.

prelim results..i didn't do well, and initially i claimed i was satisfied, but honestly i think i wasn't. and after praying about it for quite some time, i've come to realise that things might have turned out way way worse without God's grace. i remember that the mg musical was so close to the prelims, how tired and worried i became etc. but i'm so glad that through it all, God kept His promises. even though we might have failed our expectations and all, i still think we ought to be grateful for His mercy and love.

there's this one thing i believe in. we reap what we sow. i've always imagined Him to be fair and righteous, and will just bless people for their efforts. and i suppose that all i can do now is to study real hard and just use my studies as a sarcrifice to Him. at the end of the day, i seriously don't want to regret not having done enough preparation, but rather to know that i've given off my best, and fall back into the arms of grace. how about you?

claire.

2006-08-21T08:03:00.000-07:00

at least sarah, you always had a dream to help those african kids. i have a dream too but it's simple, i just want to help others.

i feel a great sense of achievement when i help someone feel good. it's the I JUST MADE SOMEONE FEEL GOOD feeling! perhaps it's my need to feel secure, wanted and loved, which makes me want to share this joy with everyone too. i remember when i was young, i watched those hongkong tv serials (i still do) and i once wanted to be a firewoman, then the CID when they impressed you with their wits and solved the impossible. then i wanted to become this brain surgeon cause of the drop-dead-gorgeous old man doctor in the show. i mean! he saved so many people you know! YOU KNOW!

oh one more thing, i always like to know what others are thinking. i find the human mind so complexed and yet so interesting! and since, for all my life, i've always wanted to know what others are thinking, i've come to realise that i might think too much into what they say. as such, i might be listening to you in a conversation, but actually, i'll be trying match you to the various personalities that i know of. haha i think i'm a freak!

oh yes going back to the drop-dead-gorgeous old man doctor, haha i just like him so much and i want to be as professional as him too! haha maybe next time i can go study medicine, if i ever get in, and then i'll specialise in something, and i'll become the next drop-dead-gorgeous young doctor! haha that'll be a PLUS PLUS cause you see, doctors help people feel better. so it'll be accomplishing both my dream and er you know what i mean.

wow, this seems so exciting! haha but you know what. stupid prelims are first. ah bye bye.

cla.

2006-08-20T03:21:00.000-07:00

ive realised something while listening to this john mayer song..(weird i know..). it's extremely easy for us to criticise those in power. it's like as soon as you are given that position, you are also placed on a stage for the whole world to observe your every move.everyone is guilty of it and ive done it myself a couple of times. its so easy to say that someone isnt doing a good job as a leader. he's not forward looking.. or he's too slow.. or he's too square but have we ever thought what we were to do if we were in his shoes? could we have done a better job?It's one thing to criticise and complain but its not going to solve anything if no action is taken.i think its human nature to always assume the worst in people. I guess the thing about leaders that i admire the most is their courage and absolute fearlessness to subject themselves to all the watching and critical eyes of everyone and truly comit themselves wholeheartedly into something they really belive in,good or bad.
haha, i've always had this weird childhood fantasy of stopping school in JC and going abroad to do social work and help little kids in Africa or something. i always thought it would be the most fulfilling thing, dont you think? yes, but the idea of it is just pretty absurd i guess. i dont know, maybe im a coward, too afraid to put my thoughts into action. ha. i hope someday to put aside my fears and go for it, at least once in my lifetime...just to see how it feels.
sigh, anyway my point is that i guess that i should just learn to see the good in people, to put myself in their shoes and everyone else should do so to. im sorry, i just heard something a few days ago about my very good friend that just bugged me because people dont seem to appreciate what she does and understand how difficult it is to balance friendships amongst other things.
i mean, nobody's perfect, but it doesnt mean that we should stop trying.

-rah.

2006-08-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

all the colours of the rainbow
all the voices of the wind
every dream that reaches out
that reaches out to find what love begins
every word of every story
every star in every sky
every corner of creation
lives to testify

for as long as i shall live i will testify the love
i'll be your witness in the silence is when words are not enough
with every breath i take i'll give thanks to God above
for as long as i shall live i will testify the love

i love this song to bits. thanks to rachel for sending it to me! hahah it means so much!

lately, i've been watching several news and shows. and you know, the world is becoming really scary. and i think it's not only Mother nature that's destructive. but humans ourselves! we can't already control the destructive forces of world. why do we still want to harm others why must there be evil thoughts in our mind! all those mindless wars! there's no purpose in that! what do they gain in the end?! nothing! just the satisfaction of having a war. it's senseless. what's worst, lately i realized that so many people around me are also doing senseless things to harm other people. you know they say that "trouble comes out of one's mouth" (direct translation from chinese hah) and how true. people often don't think twice before they speak and they say such horrible things about others that you know when that innocent one hears it, how devastating it would be to her! i mean i saw all these things, heard of these things, it's really harmful. and boy did she cry so badly. and when i saw all these happening, i just thought how scary people can really be. they don't realize that they are hurting else, and it's bad. really.

oh! and there were news on babies who have like a body with 2 heads, or a body a head, and another parasitic head. i was so freaked out and was really wondering why are they so many of such incidents occuring in the world lately! i mean the poor babies! i was horrified when i saw pictures of them. they are so pitiful! how i wish i could do something to help them!! i'm so glad that some of them are saved, but many others with such cases don't survive. i really really really hope that such things won't happen again! because the child would suffer so much, and one would have to suffer in that expanse of the other child's survival. gosh it pains me.

so well, i hope everybody have a good day, jerr : (

2006-08-05T07:13:00.000-07:00

i really agree so much with you rah. time's passing way too fast, that i can't even catch up. the days are running shorter by the hour, we'll look back and realize this was all we had.

all started when jerrahclana were shortlisted for interview, and as i recall, it was the very day after voting. seriously, i didnt expect my name to be found on that piece of paper, furthermore, i fell ill and wasn't present in school that day. i seriously must have left a really bad impression, fancy not turning up for the interview. but who cares, i'm just glad to have gone through so much with dance comm 05/06.

this year has been really so eventful for the dance club. and i dare say that this year has been my most eventful year as a dance club member. from dance camp, dance night, to esplanade, musical and sec4 farewell. if not for dance, i'll have never seen nana has her most loser moment. i would miss all the crushes jer had on ______ HAHA. i would certainly not have found out that sarah loves chocolate balls. see!

having stepped down from the prefect duties, dance comm, all other committements, i actually am rather relived. now, my goal is clear to me, to study all i can for the coming prelims and olevels. in the past, it wasn't as simple because there were many things we always had to do. and your energy just had to disperse into so many different areas. haha but now, i'm like the light ray, that travels in a straight line to form an image. haha i think that's too much physics. you know, there are too many things i can't express here, but if only you knew how i felt. i'm off to my nerd self again.

always and always,
cla.

2006-08-04T05:14:00.000-07:00

HEY GUYS!
haha. wah. i havent posted anything for ages! :) thanks claire for the nice founders day picture. i think things are moving way to fast. i dont know, going for the interviews today sorta got me thinking, remember a year ago guys? four of us, well three, cos claire was sick, were like anxiously waiting outside the conference room for our turn to go in. its like we've come full circle right. the new dance comm will be announced soon and we won't be in it! everything is just like flying by... rmb our dance gathering last year? the sleepover.. then dance camp, dance night,esplanade, musical and then our farewell. haha, its all over! i dont know whether to feel sad, happy or relieved.

its really been so much fun working in this dance comm. i think jer did an awesome job in making us feel so bonded and together, you know? and claire and nana you guys were really great too. i think that the four of us have really grown so much and im just so thankful that i got to work with you this yearbecause if i didnt, i wouldnt have gotten to know you guys this way. haha remember camp? the ice cream photos and the chocolate balls? ahahah and the apple. sigh.

i really hope that the next dance comm will be as close as us if not closer and really work not just as a team but as friends for the next year. i think all of them can do it! :)

a whole year in the dance club as a vice pres has taught me alot. And although sometimes, it was rough just trying to get by and we did face some really tough times, like alot of tough times..,i am SO GLAD that we all stuck together, leaned on each other and pushed our way through. i dont know how to phrase it exactly, but im just so happy. so so so happy with what we did as a dance club this year. it really has been very fulfilling. aiya, you guys rock la!

sigh. loveyou jerclana!! :)

-RAH!

2006-07-27T10:23:00.000-07:00

the musical has been fantastic so far, and i'm very pleased with myself. even though for the past few months, yes there were times when i regretted joining the musical, but i've banished that thought forever! because the musical's simply fantasic. even though the dancers are just playing this small role in it, but it's all these small roles that piece it together and make it complete. i'm really amazed to see God's hands working through this musical, and for those who haven't seen it, you're missing out BIG TIME.

jerlyn says : I love founders day even though the 75 bucks wasn't worth it coz the food was pretty erm normal. However, i love the friends i had with me that day, we just had great fun. Musical is killer though it can be fun, at times. I somehow doubt it when people say that we're really good, i've no idea why. But anyway, i feel so overwhelmed with everything!

also! it's just been 3 days, and i've taken nearly 200photos. it's funny how we enjoy taking both glam and unglam photos, and now that i've so many, i really don't know what to do with them! haha memories sake i guess! haha maybe i'll go upload the photos then you guys can view them if you want, but there's simply TOO MANY. maybe i'll upload after my prelims. speaking of which, i'm still pretty nervous with prelims nearing. but i must say that i work better under pressure, and i'll feel more accomplished if i know that i handled both my cca and studies well, but pray that i've have the strength and discipline to do that.

and you know, i'm simply just so amazed with everything that God has created. suddenly, my life's been filled with much meaning yet again, something which i haven't felt for a really long time. i doubt many of you will read this post, but whatever. and yes, to God be the glory for everything. i will really like to believe that everything will be perfect as long as we try our best, because God will do the rest. right?

haha this post is SO LONG. and yup! i'll really miss all these photo taking sessions, all the retarded things we did together. i'm sure that my secondary school days will be one of the best times of my life. and you know what? there's just nothing i can say to express it, may we treasure the time we have left(: I LOVE YOU GUYS.

2006-07-21T10:06:00.000-07:00

oh am i tired! rehearsals every night from wednesday to sunday! it's madness having to sleep so little, and still trying to pay attention in class. i can hardly concentrate, and these headaches are coming to me more often.

anyway, let me become a nerd overnight. i'm the only one blogging, shows that i'm not studying haha. but i want, i'm willing to study, but the flesh isn't. and there's so little time left! i know i won't do that well for prelims, i've got this feeling. anyway, claire's your new found nerd.

claire.

failure

2006-07-01T01:21:00.000-07:00

warning: this is a depressing post. if you can't take it, please do not read.
FAILURE: The condition of not achieving or falling short of the desired end or expectations, by dictionary.com

i hate it when i fall short of expectations, be it myself or others. it leaves me feeling unaccomplished and hopeless. failure for me, used to be something that made me feel as if it was me against the world. it used to make me so depressed that i'll motivate myself to study harder. but having grown so immune to failure now, it has led me into seeing failure from a totally different perspective.

now failure for me, appears to be something that causes you to lower your expectations of yourself, because you know that success is too late. i don't know why, but i can hardly shed a tear now, when i chance upon failure. now, i'll look at it, chuckle over it, and then chuck it away. and it's not normal because, in the past, i've easily cried buckets whenever i failed.
it's especially disheartening to know that you've tried your best, and you still fail. if 'not trying your best' = failure, and 'trying your best' = failure isn't it just common sense to see that failure = moments when you are 'trying your best' or 'not trying your best'. see, i told you success is too late.

as i mentioned in my previous post, we've been getting pep talks everyday. i know to some, these talks appear nonsensical and a complete waste of time. but strangely, to me, these talks actually encourage me and make me want to study harder [afterall, that's the main reason why they have pep talks].
one more thing, i feel really bad when i get this impression that the teachers are trying harder than you even are. i mean, at the end of the day, they're not the ones taking the examinations right? -cla

2006-06-30T04:59:00.000-07:00

claire is blogging(:
jer, since you've comforted yourself, now it's my turn! i've seen most of my midyear results already, and to be honest, it really really sucks. i remember the glorious days in primary school when we all aimed to hit 'band one'. now, i just aim to pass. see the difference?

seriously, it's already so late and tomorrow's the first day of july. and i'm still failing my subjects. my results weren't at all fantastic, seriously. if i'm not wrong, i think i failed close to three subjects? yes, that many. and i don't dare calculate my L1R5, the number will probably be so huge that you'll need a calculator to calculate it! THAT BAD!

but it's really God's grace that i actually passed certain subjects. i think i hardly studied for the exams. i remember at that time, we had dance night and because i was lazy, i hardly studied. and i'm so easily distracted that's why i think i shouldn't study at home. the bed, the computer, the tv, even the fridge! haha these things make me so distracted that i just can't concentrate! take for example, what i'm doing now.

oh oh, let me tell you something. there was this thing that happened yesterday and it made me feel so so dumb, stupid and useless. poor claire was so discouraged and upset that she went home immediately after school, and vent her anger on her boyfriend, Harry, actually it's her amaths tys. and it is really amazing because she hates amaths, mainly because she suck at it. haha. but she actually found the tys questions enjoyable! HAHA. IS SHE COOL OR WHAT!

i think i need some form of motivation, and no, chanting A1 A1 actually doesn't help. i keep thinking that however much i study, i'll still fail. really! and i'm just amazed how the teachers haven't given up on me yet. maybe they will, soon, because i'm about to give up anytime, anywhere.

2006-06-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

hey kiddos (rahclana) and/or other sec4s who might read this,

don't be discouraged by our mid years results! as much as it could have been the worst you've ever done and you feel that you're letting yourself, your parents, your teachers and God down.

but hey, what can we do right? it's over.

all we can do now is start working hard now. we've still got our prelims and O's! and that's the important one. our horrible mid years can be a working motivation ain't it!

so... LET'S GET IT STARTED!

to all, let's work hard together. to prove that we CAN DO IT! and to glorify our father.

cheerios all sec4s.
(actually i'm more of consoling of myself haha, i seem to be the only one doing horrible, and trying to tell myself that it's okay..)

go go go! jer

2006-06-25T07:23:00.000-07:00

CLAIRE HAS FOUR NEW BOYFRIENDS!

haha believe me, i've FOUR newly found boyfriends. let me introduce you to my new loves. 1) HARRY, my amaths tys 2) HENRY, my emaths tys 3) CHRIS, my physics textbook 4) LEO, my chem textbook

they're my new found motivation. i'm gonna write love notes on them, touch them, smell them, and their love will follow me wherever i go, and finally, i'll kiss them goodbye at the end of the year.

i've finally realised why i LOVE sleeping so much. sleeping makes me feel so loved and just so comfortable! i love my pillow, it's my best friend. and when you're asleep, you have really sweet dreams or just really strange nightmares. but when you wake up, i know i had fun. and whatever mood i'm in, sleep cures it all, haha.

2006-06-25T00:31:00.000-07:00

Heyaaarrr lovely ladieeeeesssss!!!
how ya doin! :)
haha i see claire and jer have been busy busy updating eh. sorry i havent done much updating recently. i dont know why. i havent been particularly busy really. but it feels almost as if these holidays, our LAST june hols as students of MGS, havent even started. sigh. im feeling sad.
i ahvent written the speech thing yet for the farewell. theres like so much to say but somehow i cant really organise my thoughts and stuff. its definitely going to be tough leaving right?
haha jerclana you guys still ahve the musical! but next month is definitely going to be busy busy. things are flying by way too quickly right? and i like didnt even do much studying during the hols. i just finished my lit essay. im so proud of myself. i stayed up till three to come up with the first draft, and its 1340 words long! yayay.
oh jer, i havent planted the egg yet. ive been meaning to but dont know keep forgetting to do it. i opened the cover and it said in nice big bold letters "BE WISHING BEFORE OPEN!". ahahahaa. cute eh?
oh btw, the world cup has been a blast! GOOOOO GERMANY! :)

2006-06-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

CLAIRE IS IN DA' HOUSE!

i think stressing over the prelims have made me a little kuku, but then again, i think i'm always normal so i can't be that abnormal. now did that make sense? and jerlyn ang chee kueh! haha your previous post is so so so, YOU!

anyway, i'm alittle upset that the holidays are coming to an end, but then again, this is my last year in secondary school and i really have to make use of every minute of it! i want to enjoy my last year in mgs cause i think i'll just miss this school so much! TEN YEARS, school's just been fantastic, and so has dance club! (: ah speaking of which, i know sec4 farewell is super super soon, and time will FLY pass us once again, and you know what dancers! i will REALLY miss you guys, every single one of you matter so much to me!

it's just generations after generations, and i guess it's all part of growing up. but i don't want to grow up just as yet. i still want to remain the childish me and just laugh and have fun! but i know the world isn't like that, the world's full of competition and whatever. and that's why i still want to feel small, young and all, but ah, shut up claire, get a life will you!

ok so prelims and olevels are coming, great. and i'm really quite stupid, i can't even pass amaths! and i'm doing so badly in chem! and physics. and geog? and suddenly, emaths? i think i suck. and all this is really really annoying me, and i just feel like giving up already! JER RAH NA, you all are WAYYYY smarter than me, and it's sad cause i really don't get how you guys can just do so well in exams. maybe i haven't tried my best, cause i've been too distracted. ok now all claire needs ot do is STUDY HER HEAD OFF and just make God proud of me.

2006-06-23T10:45:00.000-07:00

nobody blogged! why why! then this would make me seem like a compulsive blogger which is true coz i think i'm the one who blogs the most. i'm trying to make this ALIVE okay.
anyway. here goes nothing.
exams are coming up, everybody's getting stressed, one way or another. but admidst this stressful period, do stop and reflect. think about your day how you've helped contribute to this society. be it, doing a filial job of helping your mother wash the dishes or putting a smile onto a crying passer-by's baby's face. is cooping up in your room day and night studying doing you good? what if you get so saturated with information that your brain clogs and you can't sit for the exams! (that is such a bimbotic expression, but really)
well, do also spend time with God. we know how much studying and doing well gets into our heads that we forget that it is God who sees us through this.
don't forget, to also spend time with your family and friends. certificates and results do not stay in your heart forever, your family and friends do. (did that make sense?)
this post is really so random. but sometimes that thought do pass. is a certificate really all that important? a world with certificates but no love. how is that bearable!!!
love, jer

2006-06-08T08:13:00.000-07:00

i was feeling so moody and sick and grahh yesterday! and thus due to several reasons i did not go school today. this must be the first time i missed lessons since forever. i've got calls from jing and phyllis, and i thought it was really sweet of them. yesterday i wrote in my diary how i thought nobody would realize my absence even if i'm gone. (ahaha all that moodyness!) so i woke up real late. and then i went downstairs to watch tv and eat. there was no programmes to watch and i was getting bored plus not to mention guilty for not going to school. suddenly i heard a loud knock on my windows. wahlah, i got a shock of my life. seeing jing and caoyu desperately waving to me and shouting "open the door open the door" i was so surprised i just refused to open the door, i sat there staring at them. hahha but duh i did in the end and caoyu appeared with a vitaminC sweet in her hand, and said happy recovery. haha!

they made so much noise. we were watching some diving competition. amanda tiff and cao were like bravo bravo, and they were like giving a standing ovation. haha, after that they did a kallang wave. the three of them. it was hilarious. phyllis, jing, mary and me were just staring at them, dumbfounded, and laughing uncontrollably! then they said they wanted to spot check my room, what in case got guys hiding there. yunjing commented "quick quick, look under the sofa!" haha. it was just so funny.

thank you phyllis, jing, mary, amanda, tiffany, cao! you guys are just so sweet to come by my house when i was feeling so down! friends are really precious to me. valuable friends like them!

vitaminC, jerrr

2006-06-03T09:47:00.000-07:00

i just ate pop pop. it is a kind of sweet that goes "pop pop, pop pop pop pop, pop pop, POP!" it is really nice, i love sweets! explains why i'm so sweet. my brother and sister are talking about some really incomprehensible insurance thing. they are merely 3 and 5 years old than me. i feel so ignorant. there are seriously alot of things that i so do not know! like claire, i don't even know what social science means? oh dear. all i know is, superficial school work, superficial dancing, and superficial love. but yet, i'm still so happy with all that superficial-ness. haha. what the heck. i'm just taking things so easy! and i'm losing so many things you know. i'm losing my friends, and i'm losing my hair! muahaha. oh no, i'm balding! i need some hair growth thingy so i won't bald and look like a bald eagle! and oh yes i'm so in love! so so so in love. haha, i'm so fickle minded i've like 3 cute guys now! i never expected them to be so cute, but they really are! i'll introduce them to you if you ask me! i really will, i'm selfless and i'll share this love with you! alright, those reading this must be thinking that i'm how eeky, but nah i'm not. i'm still as innocent and harmless and nice :) my friend said that i'm high now. i think i am. must be the pop pop
poping away, jerrrr

2006-06-03T08:25:00.000-07:00

ah i'm seriously feeling alittle emo today. returned from musical practice and it suddenly occured to me that my studies have been going down ever since i thought that having fun in life was more important. you might see me having so much fun laughing and teasing everybody, but deep down, i know i've changed alot. i used to do so well in my studies but at that time i was really annoying cause i kept going on about my studies 24/7.

now i've changed, for the better or worst - i dont know. i wanted to do social science next time and i always thought my parents are quite supportive of what i do cause they don't really care as long as i stay morally good and don't break any law. yet i found out like recently, that my mom doesn't want me to do social science. and here am i thinking, isn't it my interest and yet they're like forbidding it? it just doesn't make sense to me. and nevermind, the other thought that prelims are so freaking near and i'm no where on par with my classmates, ah i might as well go die now.

maybe i should stop trying to stay so happy. i don't like being unhappy cause your mood kind of influences the others around you? and i want to be more like the kind of person that relives others of their worries or something, but i'm like digging my own grave. ok that sounded really bad and serious.

and yes, we were talking about it that day. it makes sense to go to the same jc for both first three months and after that. i mean we wouldn't want too much change right? i know i prefer things to be stable rather than having to fit into a whole new environment. but this means my prelims will have to be same as my olevels. means i gotta work hard now. and how is this 2months 1 week 1 day going to be enough for me to even pass. great i'm in deep trouble now.

being really unhappy,
cla :(

2006-06-01T04:06:00.000-07:00

EVERYBODY!(: ESPLANADE PICTURES BELOW(:

wasn't it exciting, for more, click below:
http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8QcNmLZuybsKK
and if shutterfly's abit blur, then ask me for the clear big sized ones, email me below:
clatay22@hotmail.com

2006-05-31T07:21:00.000-07:00

haha ok i've moved our posts so now you can read it so clearly!(: i'm so IT savvy. haha. claire i moved the tb too to be in front of my face but it kind of covers yours too change it if you want. i have nothing to blog since all 3 have been talking abt esplanade. blogging is so tedious. i'd rather practice one last breath on the guitar(: byebye.

CLAIRE UPLOAD AND SEND ME THE ESPLANDE PICS SOON

-thewonderfulchristina

2006-05-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

ESPLANADE is so fabulously fantastically cool. do you know the nametag calls us ARTIST. we sound so professional haha. kudos to all who performed yesterday, i know all the changing dancing laughing starving was almost unbearable but i must say, i know we all did well.

oh honey, what boo-ha i made yesterday during prayer. haha i still think it's so funny. i prayed for numbness on Meibin's foot! haha NUMBNESS. also, i'll upload the pictures and if you want them, add me on msn clatay22@hotmail.com i took alot alot alot and we all look SO PRETTY in it, except NANA. ugly nana. you know this girl, she has only blogged TWICE and this is called a SHARED blog. beat that.

i'm so glad that it's the holidays now, though it seriously doesn't feel like the holidays. i probably failed my subjects, and that's the reason for the ticker timer on this blog. i just couldn't resist it, especially after my emath paper. what i thought was so confident failed BUT OHWELL(:

to ben's girls (sounds wrong):
thank you all for bearing with CLAIRE's naggings all the time. CHERILYN you have been great with all the relay system and getting of the radios! and yes YILING i know you miss ben alot. but ESTHER will miss him more haha. really appreciate MEIBIN for being so courageous and brave to dance despite your swollen ankle, and sorry that i prayed for numbness in your leg. VANESSA LOW looks superb in the dance you know, her lead with the hips is simply awesome. CHARMAINE for constantly trying to smile even though you know we looked nuts. SOPHIA i remember how much you like the fish-nets haha. DEBORAH for always helping us strive for perfection haha with her keep in the middle of the middle blocks. VANESSA LEUNG for always being so retarded. SHARONA for being such a star on stage, even though the hat is too huge for the small you. GABRIELLE for keeping all the black smelly hats, appreciate it loads. and i know you want to share ben with esther. go ahead girl.
lastly, thanks for staying together as ONE.

2006-05-29T07:51:00.000-07:00

heyyyaaa! we just had our performance at ESPLANADE. way cool ain't it?! it went really well, or so i thought, the dance was all pumping and enthusiastic. I HOPE! haha, just the emceeing part again! ahhh, i detest speaking in front of a crowd, really. but it was nonetheless a very good experience. anyway, i took alot of pictures today. with claire's and whoever's camera! hahaha, claire we've gotta put up the toilet one! it's cool. and cool and i just love everyone! i love my zaki people, they're so patriotic to zaki's item. and i'll be like "punch ah punch!" they'll all go "okay jerlyn we know!" hahaha i'm saying nonsensical stuffs. oh and today we realized that our blog is so popular and famous. hahaha! HI! ooo what else? i love the pictures, did i mention that? and erm i'll miss the dancers, i'll miss the teachers, i'll miss practicing zaki's and xiaolin's item again, and i'll even miss talking on stage! and during the esplanade performance i saw people that i didin't expect to see and it was pretty shocking.

OH. can i talk about my geog competition on saturday?! we had to run around Singapore! it was super tiring but fun. my group consisted of cheryl tay, tannting, janice lie, meryn and me! we were so good. no actually not, we were pure lucky. but you know we spent 2hours at pasir ris park looking for the exact location. we combed the entire park, just to realize that the place was just nearby the starting point! our 2hours!!! and we didn't complete the last station. and for most of the questions we guessed. AND we were the last few to arrive at NUS. hahah, but very unexpectedly, WE WON THE GEOTRAIL! first time ever! i'm so proud of myself. hahah no of my team, it was really very unexpected alright. hahah! mrs lim was especially proud of us. and so was mrs goh. i'm sure we were all just over the moon then.

I'M IN SUCH A HAPPY MODE NOW. SOMEONE SHARE MY JOY. did i tell you that i'm in love too? with my drama seriel! hahah the guy is just wow, with his very strong character, and the girl is so wow too! okay i should wake up from that drama mama thingy, and come on get up and study!!! ~awww

the high, jer

2006-05-24T07:30:00.000-07:00

haha. claire and nana you guys are so funny. ahhaa
i hvaent been on the computer for ages. when i went on just now i was like... okay. now what? ahaha
do you realise that next week when we go to the esplanade we will miss so you think you can dance? NOOoooooooooo!!!! i already missed this week's episode cos i went to watch the davinci code. which was, might i add, a waste of my precious time!
but i wouldnt give up performing in esplanade for one episode of that nice nice nice nice nice show. haha. do you know whats completely unfair? all the levels get to play this week and we dont!!! we have to go through exam papers and have lessons!!! the sec twos get to go to johor. we went to sarimbun camp. thats like.... in singapore! and then the sec threes get to go on some sabatical thing and we dindt get that last year! actually, i did la. but thats not the point. i feel so loser today. aiya. i complain way to much. hmm. okay im gonna go sieve through all the email i have flooding my inbox.
happy not-going-overseas-on-camps-and-staying-in-school-to-go-through-papers week!
sarah

2006-05-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

thank you christina teo yee ling for that WONDERFUL post below. i'm extremely HONOURED to have a post specially dedicated to me and i'm just paying it forward(:

why nana is a loser:
1. she is SHORT
2. she went home with someone's dirty pants without knowing it
3. she modelled for some advertisement with MAGGIE MEE HAIR
4. she has no common sense
5. she uses her saliva-filled spoon to push the food instead of turning the bowl
6. she thinks that everybody loves her voice
7. she eats so much that she has trouble walking after that
8. she calls melted ice kachang yummy soup
9. she can't smile
10. she annoys her dad so much that he doesn't pick up her calls

the list can go on too, but i'm too tired to type them all out. anyway, what's so interesting to read about nana right? don't cha agree ;)
-claire

2006-05-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

WHO LEFT THEIR PAIR OF PANTS IN THE HALL ON FRIDAY
please take it back from me i don't want it and stupid claire put it in my bag. yay i'm happy exams are over and i just watched so you think you can dance.
and i have to write this to let everyone know of claire's loser-ness cause she put that pair of pants in my bag which i only found to my horror when i got home

why claire is a loser:
1. she is deaf
2. she talks so much that the woman on the bus turns her head 90degrees to not look at her
3. she only eats in ice in ice kachang
4. miss cheong gave her a sticker for a worksheets - of a sad face
5. she misses her pic of nick when she doesnt see it for A FEW HOURS
6. she turns water into lemonade

actually the list can go on but i'm lazy to type anymore and i shall stop here
-christina

2006-05-19T23:28:00.000-07:00

i'm actually quite tired from all the exams. regret doing the last minute studyings but what can i say. i know i won't do well, and that's only got myself to blame. i always end up studying last minute, hope this won't happen for the olevels. you know, i was so scared during amaths paper1. i just didn't know how to do anything and i almost wanted to hand up this blank script. but i figured i'll be sentencing myself to death even before i even tried. ah feel like giving up already.

it wasn't really long ago that i felt that i had a year to olevels. but now, it's like 5months left and i'm still far away from what i want. haha actually i know what i want to be when i grow up already. haha i was inspired and that's my dream, for now that is. oh boy. can someone just inspire me to study. i find it so hard to concentrate. and there's chinese olevel in like on week's time. and i think it's going to be hard. ah.

esplanade performance, i somehow lost that all hyped up feeling to it already. perhaps it's because the items are a repeat from dance night. then, we all felt so fresh but now, it's just doing the same dance over and over again. get's kind of boring. 29th may esplanade 730pm and 830pm show. hope there'll be ppl watching us on a monday night. i mean it's a MONDAY NIGHT after all. but come to think about it. how blessed we've all been (: claire.

2006-05-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

a few days ago i was so cool, happily highly crazily blogging about dumb stuffs. just in a matter of a few days, things had just changed tremendously. i am so upset. now i really am standing alone! this is so pathetic. i'm so tired of the things that had been happening all around me! all that mixed feelings and emotions of sadness and joy. i don't like it at all. why can't we all just go back to that carefree but happy days of no such politics! those days whereby we pull each other's hair because "i want that toy". or those days whereby we eat icecream together and our face got all splotted with icecream and we laugh at each other "haha you meow meow cat". why must as time goes, things change as well? why must as time fade, people's relationship becomes more sour. why must it be that as we become older, we learn to be jealous of each other. things had just gotten way too much for me. is it really me who changed, or is it really them who changed so much. becoming so much more prominent in their actions and feelings, totally neglecting how i feel. is success really so important? to have a bright ($) future so neccessary too? i am so sick of all these. i already tried to accept things the way it is, i tried to accept them the way they are. it just had to happen. i am so tired, i give up.
bittergourd

2006-05-09T21:01:00.000-07:00

hello hello hellooo! it's still the exams. i am so not studying. it's so boring okay! gosh, how can people sit down and study straight for 6hours? i can't even do that for 30 minutes! sigh, this must be my slackest exams ever. i only study like what, a day before the exam! hahaha, gosh I AM SO COOL. i study a day before! whoever does that. oh well, it's fun. i'm slacking so much, i think in the whole entire school, i'm the only one who's so slack. what can i say? heee. i used to be so hardworking, tide has reversed i guess. anyway!! i am still so bored, i can't wait for exams to be over. actually, i like exams, coz it's so slack! ha, for now at least. oh dear. i was playing battleship with my friend yesterday. and i got thrashed, like 4 times in a row! how dumb right. can i complain? i know this person who is just totally annoying. he doesn't know when to stop talking, and he keeps talking and talking and talking. and when i'm all sad and all, he doesn't understand nor realize! and he continues talking and talking and talking. haaha this friend by the way, is imaginary. wheeee. *never judge a book by its cover. some might appear to be nice, but isn't. and SMART PEOPLE does not equate to NICE PEOPLE. i should get that into my head. no jer, people who are freaking smart are not nice, coz all they understand is books. i was so obsessed with dance night pictures last night, my friend thought i was adoring myself. muahahhaa. ANYWAY CLAIRE, your friend is a liar. i promise i'll strangle him if i ever get to see him.
- mushahaha. i'm high now. certain things in this account shouldn't be treated as genuine facts. hahah get the irony?
icecream, jerrr

2006-05-08T08:22:00.000-07:00

you know i really appreciate the fact that certain mgteachers pray with us before the exams. it's really such a calming feeling. and it's like our last mid-years in mg but i just love it so much this time. haha it feels as though we have devotions every morning before our paper.

so i had full geog and emath1 today. oh great. you know during prayer, i almost cried i tell you! i don't know why but i felt really worried for the geog paper. as in, i studied so hard, yet i felt as though nothing went in. i could hardly remember anything and i was just stressing out so much. and during prayer, gosh. i almost cried. but i couldn't haha there were too many teachers around the hall. so i held it there in.

but it's really good. and psalm 23 reminded me of my church camp last year. haha cause we studied that particular psalm and yeah, maybe i should find myself a bible motto verse. haha anyway to all still having exams. JIA YOU.

2006-05-07T23:12:00.000-07:00

hahaha. im updating again!
actually, not really la. the only reason why im doing this is cos i cant do anything much now because THERE IS A WEIRD PSYCHO GUY STANDING OUTSIDE MY GATE SHOUTING SOMETHING I CANT MAKE OUT!!! and im too scared to tell him to go away. he's been going at it for like the pass ten minutes!!! die ah. im so scared. so i ran into the computer room and turned on the computer to pass the time. ahahaha. im so stupid. anyway. wonder whats his problem. i dont know what he's saying something like.. unlce auntie....somethingsomthingsomethingpaper. ahahaha. dunno la. might not even be english. ahahaa. sigh. okay i think he's gone now.
nope. back again! AHH GO AWAYY STUPID MAN.
-rahh

2006-05-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

HI! i know i shouldnt be updating cos there's like emath paper one tmr and im like practically handicapped without my calculator. but. i was online anyway. wow. this weekend has been really such an emotional tumbler. tumble. tumble. tumble. TUMBLE.
gah. sometimes i think i can be so insensitive and stupid. sigh. but im just glad everything's over and done with. i need to start feeling examish and all! cos i dont. okay i dont know what else to saaaaayyy!!! so im just gonna get back to maths. haha good luck for the exams everybody. we are one third-way through it!chins up!:
RAH!

2006-05-05T10:35:00.000-07:00

i watched amazing race today. this is only the second time i'm watching it. but i weirdly, like it! it first attracted me because there is an old couple in the show! and despite being old and not as physical as the other contestants, they never gave up! and what's more, they always encourages each other and that's what kept them going! compared to the other contestants, i think this couple really emerge as winners, at the end of the day. anyway the race made me think alot! people scoop down to unscruplous means because they just wanna win. what's the point of that? sigh. such people are really scary, and i mean it.

ANYWAY. i'm so excited. claire told me exciting news. about T. i can't wait. i hope it happens. if not it'll be false hope. and i'll be shattered. and i've been thinking about it all day long. it better come true. OR SO I HOPE.

prata! jer

2006-05-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hi guys! i just read whatever i was suppose to read.. hmm. i must say. what a SHOCKER.
sigh i wish i could talk about it here! But i will not and chose not to stoop to that level. gahh. anyways!
phys prac was just. AHH. i didnt have time for the last part of question two! AND i had to re-draw the stupid graph five times!!!! haha but oh well. its okver isnt it? yes it is!
okay everyone! i ahve to go mug more. bleah! good luck for the rest of the exams k! LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

*sarah (btw heres a pic from our dance gathering last year..)

2006-05-03T02:40:00.000-07:00

had physics practical today, oh and i think i'm so gonna fail. the graph was hard to draw, mine didn't go below the origin. and and there was so little time. i wonder how others can like do it so quickly. anyway, to all sec4s, all the best for the rest of the midyear papers!

2006-05-02T03:29:00.000-07:00

Oh dear. we're so in love with that dance! aww man. WE ARE IN LOVE WITH THAT DANCE. why? i also don't know but sigh. things always don't go in accordance to our wishes, and that is what life is all about. if everything is smooth-sailing and all. then what's the point of life! hahah okay let's not talk about unhappy stuffs. thinking about dance makes me sad.. boohoo. i love bibiana! she's so cool and funky. haha! i remember the jazz walks she made us do in Sec1. i was petrified! but now, how i wish i could work with her. the dance is cool. most of the people liked it! yay like sasa and ermm joan! haha the rest were simply saying that the steps were hard to get but don't worry. as time goes you would be able to do it really well! wheee. so fun!!! love the dance okay juniors, coz you must love it on our behalf. which is like, double the love! haha what am i talking about? i'm out of sorts. i've got no school tmr. good luck for prac nana claire and sarah! i'll be praying for you guys at home! :)

2006-04-30T11:06:00.000-07:00

YOU KNOW WHAT. we just have to post in a different colour other than black, and then our words can be seen! really glad i went to church today too. i felt revived, strengthened and renewed. don't mind if i post something about what i chanced upon last night, and well, it really spoke to me.

Ephesians 4:32
Be kind to one another, tender-hearted, forgiving each other, just as God in Christ has also forgiven you.

Why is forgiveness so critical to our freedom? Because of the cross. God didn't give us what we deserve; He gave us what we needed according to His mercy. Likewise, we are to be merciful just as our heavenly Father is merciful (Luke 6:36) We are to forgive as twe have been forgiven.

Forgiveness is not forgetting. Forgetting may be a result of forgiveness, but it is never the means of forgiveness. When we bring up the past and use it against others, we haven't forgiven them. Forgiveness is a choice, a crisis of the will. We choose to face and acknowledge the hurt and hate in order to forgive from the heart but it is difficult because it pulls against our concept of justice.

Your need to forgive isn't an issue between you and the offender; it's between you and God.

2006-04-30T05:50:00.000-07:00

i am so glad i went to church today. after so much happened, i thought that perhaps i didn't love him anymore. but i was wrong, i still did. and i hope i regained my faith and passion in him! the sermon was really good today! i had always wanted to go Africa for a mission trip. i really wanted to go to a develping country to help the people there (esp the kids!) but yeah the sermon today told me that i didn't have to go to countries to help them! i can help them through prayer and all! i wanna be a prayer warrior. we all know that the most powerful weapon on this earth is prayer! and yeah i wanna be the beholder of such a powerful and almighty weapon!!! yupp. i've learnt alot today. and God spoke to me too, regarding alot of things. we should just forgive forget move on. i shouldn't be such a spoilt brat and harp on all the unhappy things. yeah nana. let's forget about the bad plots. let's just be happy people and study hard and glorify God in whatever we do!! WE ALL LOVE GOD SO MUCH. i feel so blessed. we all should. haha doesn't this sound like a sermon too? just needed to share my very exhilarated feelings.
jerrrr

2006-04-29T22:52:00.000-07:00

HELLO I AM CHRISTINA AND I AM BLOGGING. I AM NOT A LOSER AND I AM NOT ANTISOCIAL.(: haha yay i rock do i. i only just remembered to blog after reading about heparin and its effects on blood clotting. haha yes. anyway. i do not like our new layout. the words are so difficult to read plus i look weird. sorry claire! im assuming you did it. haha.
everything on our blog sounds so sad. LETS BE HAPPIER. (:(:(:(:(:(: doesn't matter if its us 4 against the world cause God sees everything and knows that we're trying hard to fix everything and we rock(:
yay i have updated so im going bacl to studying about the circulatory system cause i am a nerd

NANA IS A LOSER.

2006-04-28T03:47:00.000-07:00

NANA IS A LOSER! (:
she's the only one who hasn't blogged and we should let our blog be known! ok just ask others to tag and link us. because seriously, what's the point of this blog when it's like, not known! and sarah, taking pictures with food is cool, not loserish. food is essential for suvival, means we treasure it? see that logic?

well, i was fretting over the musical thing too? i don't get it. if they feel that we're so incapable, that they can do a better job, i would let them have the chance too. there's so many things that we can't say or can't express, and there's so many things that they don't understand. and from there, they assume alot of things. sometimes, i just wish that everything was as before. when nobody knew of anything but to love one another. i really yearn for that togetherness amongst us. SIGH.

and seriously, they don't know that we felt so bad that we even went to ask if we could take over their place? if allowed, i seriously will take over their place you know. do they know that the dance isn't even choreographed yet, and that others are making sure that things will not get out of hand. and if it is beyond our limit, we will be taken out of it? it isn't like a tunnel with no end. SIGH AGAIN.

but i'm happy now. i saw a candy machine. it was so nice, like the sweets, the jackpot haha. i'll show it to you guys next time! hey, let's use the file our teacher gave us for exams! it can be some COMM file or smth! it's so cool, it's actually some ballerina on the outside! (: HAHA.

let's press on towards the goal gals(: CATCH YOUR WAVE.

HELLOOOO

2006-04-27T08:37:00.000-07:00

hi everybodieeeeee!!!! :)
yay! we have our own blog AND im not the last
person to update.
NANAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa!!!
ahahhaahhahahahahahahaha. and so on.
ANWAY. hows the mugging coming along! oh by the
way, i think im going to get diabetes. ahhaa i just had two rolls of the stupid
fruitips and now i feel really high. hahahahaaha
all that sugar....
anyway. i look weird in the ice cream pic.
ahahahha why are we always taking pictures with food?? like our mineral water.
ahahaa so loser la. oh well...
i feel so sad. gahh! dont you think its so sad
that dance night is over??? i think its so sad loh. hmm. can you imagine? we
spent like...six months(including Nov and Dec) planning it and now.. its OVER.
its like so fast la. and soon we will no longer be in the dance comm! isnt it
sad? i feel sad. by the way.. did you guys open your present from Mrs Poh? i
think she's so nicela. haha but i dont know if im going to use it at all
actually. hhaa. like cut the string off. ahahahahahAHA.
okie dokies. i should get back to my stupid
compo. gah! and im not book social jerlyn. i have a life k. ahahahaha. I
DO!

*Sarah

blehh

2006-04-27T07:52:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh. it's way annoying. i mean why are sooo many people thinking that the musical dance thing is that sort of dance. why can't they ever understand anything we say! it's so irritating. is really the power of influence so strong there. they haven't even started on the choreography yet but yet they already judged the dance as that. i mean come on, you don't even know the penalty but you already sentenced your own self to death. it's soo annoying. people are just irritating man i tell you. that's why they say humans are more deadly than anything else on this world. haha point noted, i'm a deadly thing too! heee. i should just chill and not get so worked up over things that i can hardly control. and that people just wanna spread all the negative things, so be it. i shall close my eyes and cover my ears, and only open them to the right and positive things. my mother is so cool, lately coz she doesn't have to work i tell her about so many stuffs. and she understands all of them. she even wants to help me set up a "jer party" (we were watching news on elections, ahha) i love my family! :)
- i realize i'm the only one blogging. the rest must be studying, man i'm so slack!

bad day

2006-04-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

today is a very bad day for claire. firstly her pictures weren't taken by kifo. aww she was so upset. i would feel bad too. then bibiana's item didn't get chosen. i suppose there are just bad days for everybody. you know what claire, i think only two of us would be blogging this. coz na is so anti-social, and rah is just books-social. haha! the pictures are translucent!! we should put the icecream picture as the background instead! heehee. it'll be cool. i need to destress man. oh by the way, remember our studying plan, must do it okay! school was boring for me today, there should not be any one and a half hour lesson at all. it's so draggy, don't you think! i've got so much to say, but i shall control, for now at least.
jerrrrr

PIXELS

2006-04-26T05:14:00.000-07:00

FIRST POST

2006-04-26T05:03:00.000-07:00

calling all jerrahclanas!
WE HAVE OUR VERY OWN BLOG! (: isn't that like OH SO WONDERFUL.
and today was a very very horrible day.
i had 2h 15min of amaths, 1h 30min of chinese and so on.
to think that BEN'S ITEM WAS PICKED INSTEAD OF BIBIANA'S?
ohboy. this REALLY bothers me SO MUCH. goshgoshgosh.

love, claire.